I've gone to school at 7.40 am ago but when I saw there was nothing for me to do there so I've decided to home.. Started to go back at 10.38 am... I'm really regretted for going to school.. Daa...BORING!!! I had to sneak to get out from there .. Here I am surfing throughout the net.. How to update this blog now?I'm lacking of ideas now..
I realize why I'm always being sad cause I so look on the days ahead. It's not silly but how can I'm not looking forward to the next with a life likes this.
I bet no one can understand me fairly. Oh ALLAH I wonder why You test me such this. What is Your purpose The Almighty?Those are always playing in my mind now.
This life is just beautiful in the outside but not in its inside. Hope no one can feel how I feel.My life really taught me that what's the point in having an enough life but still can feel the loneliness and nervous.Everyone gets their own obstacles in life. Maybe this is the test for me.Oh ALLAH,for many years should I hide this grieve and suffering with sweet smiles and laughs?
Till when the time will come Feeling a pain like a light year In night crying and hoping all alone The shadow of him is blurred from day to day The performance of him is troubled But there's something in his heart forces him to find Wondering at the night while seeing the stars in the dark sky Wondering why life can change from all of a sudden In nick of time,must filled his life with sincere deeds
I've spent the weekend by going to KL just wanted to give my relatives a visit.Many things taught me during the visit and somethings felt sorry for myself for being so careless and hasty. Anyway I wasn't enjoy most of the time there. But in the way headed home I dropped by to Rich Flora Strawberry Centre which was located near Lojing.
The wind there was cold and soothing my heart.Plucking those red bright berries was very enjoyable for me. Seeing the beautiful and eye-catching flower did make me more happier today.I've also used the toilet there and I found out that the water was so cold to feel to..=D
The journey back home really pissed me off.The roads were just like snake..Made me headaches all the time in Lojing but it was worth it to see the bird-eye view from the mountains.
Here I'm in front the PC feeling very emotional and so curios to know why I'm always feeling this way all the time.
A rose, for instance, has a strong and constant ever-changing smell.Even with the latest technology, scientists cannot develop an exact match of the smell of the rose.
Laboratory research to imitate this smell has not yielded satisfactory results. Smells produced based on the scent of the rose are generally heavy and disturbing.
However, the original scent of the rose does not disturb. "It is as Allah wills, there is no strength but in Allah" (Surat al-Kahf: 39).
Remember all the things we wanted Now all our memories, they're haunted We were always meant to say goodbye Even with our fists held high, yeah It never would've worked out right, yeah We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out I didn't come here to hurt you Now I can't stop
I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road Someone's gotta go and I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better But I want you to move on So I'm already gone
Looking at you makes it harder But I know that you'll find another that doesn't always make you want to cry Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in Perfect couldn't keep this love alive You know that I love you so I love you enough to let you go
I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road Someone's gotta go and I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better But I want you to move on So I'm already gone I'm already gone Already gone You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong I'm already gone Already gone There's no moving on So I'm already gone
Remember all the things we wanted Now all our memories, they're haunted We were always meant to say goodbye
I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road Someone's gotta go and I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better But I want you to move on So I'm already gone. I'm already gone Already gone You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong I'm already gone I'm already gone Already gone There's no moving on So I'm already gone
Hello there!! I'm just a student who loves to blog and surf the net during
leisure times.I'm a boy who aged 15.Hope my blog can give benefits to all readers.
Till then ta ta..
O Allah give me strength and patient to face my days in future.Give me something special that no one has.Enough of being hurt for so long here I'm wishing guides and light from you. Please cheers up my heart and my cold life.But please don't lift up the obstacles for me.I know they might grievous my heart but in order to find guide and light I need obstacles to give me power even though while in it I'm half dying.